moved.

for this blog, and the 4 people who read it, although one in anonymous
i've moved to tumblr.
yeah, it's more open & i can put better pictures on :']
love you x

www.stayseventeenx.tumblr.com/

new start on here?

give me a pen call me, mr benzedrine, but don't let the doctor in i wanna blow off steam.

so i was thinking about re-starting this blog. this one is more of the public one i suppose, i have my other blog, which is probably the closest thing to a diary that i'll ever have.

but that isn't for you, that's for me.

this is for you, this is a glimpse into my brain O.o if you wanted to see that badly. this is what you can see, this is what i'm letting you see.

these are the mindless rambles that fill in the middle of the important stuff in my head.

this is the grey and foggy stuff in my brain, the hopes and dreams of an ambitionless, clueless seventeen year old.

yaaaaaay :')

lets start at the begining?

this is me;

i actually have black hair now. it suits me more than one would think. ahaa. i'm seventeen years old, and live in grimsby. i was born in napier, new zealand, but i lived most of my life in queenstown on the south island. i really hate living in grimsby, and in england for that matter, but if i was to pick a favourite place, it would have to be brighton on the south coast.

here's why;

my friends, and the sea.

i actually really miss brighton, loads. but things move on i suppose. it's kinda difficult sometimes, missing things has never been something i've been able to deal with well. but nvm.

moving on, i like a lot of things. i like canon cameras, models with suglasses and dirty blonde hair. i'm partial to a good vodka lemonade, or coke, or relentless, or redbull. whatever, i think vodka is my drink, and i'm usually a pretty happy drunk. i'm not angry, or violent, or horny :') i just want everyone to be as happy as i am. i suppose the same could be said for my everyday personality.

i love my life, my friends and my family. i'm not so much a fan of school or college, but i like to travel. if i could do anything for the rest of my life, it would be to travel. i have no inclination to go to university or to do any futher studying, appart from perhaps a mechanical engineering course, which would be taken purely for the lols.

i thrive on change, i love to move places, and hate staying in the same place for a very long time.

and i love having nothing. because the less you have the less can be taken away from you.

homecoming.

cheap champagne

lately.

wow i haven't blogged in a bit (:
sorry mkay, this one's for you :P

right, as of late?
not very much if i'm all together truthful.

borrrring.

easter looks set to be good though. london auditions, watching the rugby in newcastle.
hoping to get down to brighton for a couple or 4 days :')

easter gig on thursday, day we break up. i still have some vodkaaa left, so s'all gravy baby.


EWEWEW!
parents evening 2010 D:
deffinately an eye opener, moohahaha my teachers are very evil.

thats about all to report. something big happened to me personally this week, don't want to broadcast it though, don't know what weirdos are online ;D

peace out home dawgs.

welcome to the new deja-vu.

wow, today's been a pretty busy week i suppose. nothing particularly interesting has happened, just tons of coursework & stuff like that.
bloggings become so much more of a chore now. i made another vloggy type thingy the other day, was kind of fun if i'm honest.
the editing bit was the most tedious, i fucking hate editing clips D:

apart from that there's not much else to report. i'm trying to plan out a type of plan for easter half term. i deffinately want to go to brighton. but it's a bit hard with going to watch the newcastle falcons, & gigs, & the SKINS AUDITIONS.

omdg i'm very excited. someone even said that they thought it was me who'd posted this secret booth because it was so relevant to me atm :')

haha.
well thats about it for now, not a lot mucho to say.
lav lav x

play dead.

after searching for a song to blog to i've finally decided on confusion girl, by frankmusik. i dont mean to be generic when i say that i actually LOVE his music. if there's an artist i could sit and listen to anywhere, it would be frankmusik.. his stuff is amazing.

so i'm just intending to do a quick update before setting off on the peasant wagon to college. yesterday i finally managed to talk to that guy about going to this vibe thing in scunthorpe. booked out places, but i'm not sure exactly how much it's gonna cost. never mind i'm sure it'll be great anyway. still need to decide what exactly to wear :')

images today come from the drop dead website. oh yes, another generic mainstream internet clothing brand. i actually don't like any of their clothes, it's more their photography that i like & their blog. i sort of wish that they were on blogger, because i'd deffinately follow.

haha, i actually looked out of the window then, contemplating getting into the garage to dig out my bike & bike to college. PAH. not bloody likely.
after 3 or 4 days of sunshine it seems like the nice grimsby weather has gone.
well, thats summer over with then :')

anyway, should probably get off now. ima go hunt for some blogs to follow tonight (: